So many different ideas have been flittering through my brain regarding what I wanted to post here. Topics, specific opinions, etc etc etc........I tend to be like that easily distracted, with lots of ideas and then rarely do those ideas ever reach fruition because that takes actual work and being organized - those two words are very evil in my book -lol-

I figured I would begin with the reasons why people chat online or find themselves logging into second life. To be honest as the theme of this blog states: 99% of people have something fucked up in their realities. Bottom line. Because if you were living a full and healthy life then why would you come online and spend hours chatting and having this alternate life in SL? You wouldn't.

I know you are thinking that includes me. Of course it does. I will be the first one to tell you the reasons why I come online and its because of my insecurities with rt. Though I will say through the years some reasons have shifted but at the core of it is my inability to deal with the things wrong in my life and myself. It is so much easier to log in and pretend I have this amazing life then face the realities of my shortcomings.

I suppose this blog is also a way for me to deal with some of these things, however I have found naming them and realizing the why's doesn't make me change it. (Back to the work and organize words I so dislike). I am lazy and a procrastinator. Why fix something now when it can be done tomorrow?

If you would meet me in rt you would know that I am a very outgoing, friendly, and witty person who is fun to hang out with, and yet I find myself spending time at home online chatting.  I should be out living - doing - experiencing. What draws me to chat rooms and second life?

My answer is simple: it is easier to meet people in chatrooms than rt. It is easier to login to second life and do than walk out of my house and do. I realize most of you reading this will understand that in some degree however if you are not into chatting or sl you won't get it.

I prolly could go on with this but when my fingers stop and I start having to think about what I'm going to say is when I will stop.